I have a lot to write about. I have so many stories to tell. So much knowledge to share. So many specific notes of “[topic blah blah] should definitely be my next blog post.”

But what’s been stopping me lately is a huge question: Is this space meant to be semi-anonymous, as most of my previous online writing has been? Or do I claim all of this with my real name?

It is a question on my mind a lot regarding social media lately. My 11-year-old Twitter account has always been unlocked. But I’ve only ever used my first name, never my last name. I see other people in my profession using their full (real) names on Twitter. Sometimes it gets them into trouble, but often it gives them credibility. It gives them visibility in professional circles. Should I be doing that?

On the other hand, my online persona has gotten me into BIG trouble in the past, personally and professionally. I’m older and wiser and more experienced now, but does that make a difference? I’m still me. Why would it be any different this time?

There are at least two reasons this question matters before I dig into meatier posts in my triumphant return to blogging:

1. Some of the topics on my list of “topics to tackle in writing soon” would essentially dox me. So before I publish them, I need to decide if I’m OK with being non-anonymous.
2. My history with writing on the internet is complicated. I miss writing outside of work deeply. And I’ve been feeling very inspired lately, so I’d love to return to it in some capacity. But if I caused another inadvertent shitstorm, would I be OK with that?
3. Am I prepared to engage with an audience at all?

I guess reasons 2 and 3 are something I should unpack with my therapist soon. Then they can guide me to a decision on reason 1.